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Time always passes too quickly and I can't seem to find the ambition to do much but lay around watching shows or movies or to play video games…
I suppose I should really do something before it's too late. Already a decade wasted with not much to show.
photon

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Yesterday my car battery died. I'm about to go to my dad's to see if he has gotten a new one installed in there yet.
I might get some pizza later and a movie perhaps. I finally get a day off after working six in a row. Or rather I should say nights instead of days.
My girlfriend is downstairs practing one song on the guitar over and over again for at least the past 30 minutes. It's so fucking annoying even with the door shut.

That's enough for now.
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this life will be the death of me

I have been lazy and have gotten behind on so many things. Some say its only been a few years. It feels as if it were someone else's life I'm looking back at.
There's some things I have to stop doing to my body or I probably won't be here much longer. I've stopped doing worse things. It's just too hard sometimes and life is too stressful.

I can feel it inside... The pressure building. There are things you see or hear that you ignore and never speak of. Pretend it didn't happen. You're not one of those crazy people.
No, I can't go on like this.
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photon

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Dear noone,

     All of these things that are all falling around us as we spin hopelessly down into the ever growing and burning abyss of hell that is all made by our own drastic and horribly stupid decisions that are half based on lies and fantasies. Only to explode in our faces like some perfectly timed improvised explosive device found upon the desolate road of nothingness that we so desperately wonder in search of something we know that we will never be able to find no matter how long we drag ourselves on in this dreary existence that we like to call life. If only there was some way to end this forever traveling circus of torn and filthy tapestries that tie us all down together to a rock sinking downward through the stagnant waters until we reach the sludgy sediment filled with the rotting corpses of all the yesterdays pilled miles high and forgotten under the impenetrable darkness of this waste of time that is humanity.